Realization
While searching for employment, pondering my future and trying to finalize a goal... I realize I'm totally lost... yes, I walked this past June, but no, I'm not done yet, and I much as I want to finish by the end of this year, I'm not sure I will... hope/wish/pray that I can get into this ONE class, just this one class... =/ and as I read my friend's xanga, I realize, people's heart's get broken everyday, not just through relationships, but through broken dreams and failure, lost hope and faith, just through life in general... yet we still live each day, hoping, wishing, praying, for love, our dreams, success, our goals... maybe I'm just rambling, or maybe I'm just realizing something... now if I could only figure out wat....
holy crap!
it's been forever! i'm sure i lost wat audience i had lingering around.. well, guess i'm talking to myself rite now =P hopefully someone will come back and read me =/
anyways, I've finally got to work on a new project, it's almost done, but to give u an idea of wat it looks like, check out Margaret Nicole
aren't those bags cute? well yeah, i'm tryin to make something like them =)
pics to follow...
Spring Break...
this year's spring break is probably one of the shortest we've had in ages... it's already half way over and I haven't done much of anything productive.... so much for spewing out a few projects before I get back to school... speaking of which, graduation stuff came in the mail yesterday and jeeeebus are things expensive! So our grad for Oakes is gonna be on Sat. June 11th at 6pm, yes i kno, late but Oakes graduation has the nicest view of the sunset =P I just wish I would be done when i walk... but looks like i'll have to take summer school b4 i'm done... *sigh* i'm such a slacker, i kno, but i try tho, i really do... just ask David... well, maybe not, he'd just tell u how lazy i am, lol! =P but yeah, not much going on these days, yet this break seems to fly rite by... oh! took Erica and her friend Emily to watch Robots yesterday, it's pretty funny! Robin Williams' still got it!
okie dokie, until next time cuz i'm gettin hungry =P
Parade anyone?
So Cindy gotta call from Chung Ngai (our old dance troupe place) and they ask her if she could help wit the Chinese New Year's parade, she agrees, and drags me along wit her... I figured it shouldn't be too bad, we're usually on a float... well we go to the pratice this past Sun. and find, not only are we NOT gonna be on a float.. but we're doin a dance... SERIOUSLY, the things I get myself into! So ladies and gentlemen, if u wanna good laugh, cuz apparently David thinks the dance is hilarious, check out the parade this coming Sat. the 19th, it starts at 5:30pm i think, we'll be about the first performance, something about monkey's fighting chickens... yeah... look in the background for some girls in pink costumes dancing around wit a fan and a handkerchief...
On another note, Carbon's throwin a party that same night, so if you're goin down to see the parade, stay around and party at Sake Lab afterwards! Go Here and sign up for the guestlist!
it's time again...
Time to update this baby that is... I know, it's been hella long since i've posted anything... school's been a pain, and i just got over the first wave of midterms.... *whew*
So,... oh! everyone should go watch Hitch when it comes out Feb. 11th, it's hella funny! and like David said, Will Smith is sexy... especially in this movie! lol! Guys could sure pick up a few tricks from this flick...
as for projects, i'm still workin on this tube scarf thingie... it's coming along nicely, should be done soon so hopefully u can be expectin pics of it in a bit...
that's about it for now, i'm too lazy to post more, lol! pics will come soon, so please hold ur horses...
More Randomness
I've been kinda at a loss for words lately... so figured i'd just start postin up random pics.. Startin wit this one, cuz I told him i would, hahahahah! This is Benny, Cindy's bf btw, so Cindy was over my house (in sf, like my messy ass room? that's just 1/4 of it) and we were just chattin in my room, Benny came over too, and got bored as us girls were talking... so he decided to amuse himself with watever he could find in my room... and thus, once he was finished "collecting", I had to grab my camera to get a pic, cuz Cindy kept squealin for me to, lol! So, here he is, with my famous kitty hat on, my messager bag, some scarf he found (i dun even think it's mine...) my hot pink studded belt, and huggin the spongebob pillow that erica dumped in my room... Hope this makes someone's nite, I kno it made ours ^_^ 
Reality Check
So school's officially begun... again... I've just been off avoiding it... just the whole subject of school can be really depressing... man!
ok ok, so I gotta face reality some time rite?
okie, so 8am class 2moro, yet i'm still up, i kno, me and 8am classes just don't sound rite, but when it's bio classes, u don't really get a choice... but anyways, just thought i'd update for once since it's been awhile, gotta keep wat little audience I have entertained =P
so yeah, it seems to be raining less back in SC... seems to be anyways.. only been back for a day, lol! it's super scary to drive down 17 while it's raining... u should try it some time! hahahaha =P
anyways, i should knock out now, goodnite world!
Lazy break
ok, so much for updating on a regular basis..... but yeah... I'm running behind on christmas presents production and still need to get stuff for the christmas "gathering" that I volunteered to run this year at our house (becuz my mum thought it would be too much trouble, so i said i'd do it this year... me and my big mouth...) so yeah, if u've gots nuthin to do on christmas day, come by, say hi, eat some food and hang out while watchin me run around like a mad woman... well.. hopefully not so much of the last part... but anyways, hope everyone's having a great holiday season!
side note: hopefully after i'm done with the presents i can take some snapshots of them to post b4 they go off to their new owners =P
Erica blurbs
so I feel like i should update and post more since i'm on break... but since I dunno wat to post cuz i haven't finished any projects yet... I figured i'd post up random stories of the day, or funny bits of my day =P well, this one's actually a couple of days ago, but yeah, gotta start somewhere...
So I was trying to plug my laptop in upstairs to a phoneline for internet (we have dsl), but it kept going in and out, and it wouldn't stay stable so i kept fussin wit it. All this while Erica and her friend Emily are working on their astronomy homework and asking me questions. So she's shouting questions at me while I'm in the back room of the kitchen tryin to fiddle with the connection... I answer a couple and then get really occupied with the comp, then she shouts, "What keeps the Earth in orbit around the Sun?" and rite then the connection cuts out again and I shout, "Holy Jesus!" so Erica shouts, "that's the answer?" and I go, "wat, huh? sure." and she jots it down... 2 seconds later, "Wait, wat did u ask me?" .......yeah, i kno, I'm a great sister.... yes, I corrected her later, but could u imagine her turning that answer in? would've been great... oh well...
ramblings...
to be hopeful again
to look forward to the rise of a new day,
instead of refusing to awaken from what seems to be a dream of a happier life...
to trust with open arms and unarmed heart,
to rely on the thoughtfulness of others with no suspicion,
to believe that good things come to those who wait,
to give more than you get,
to love without fear,
to face the world head on,
instead of walking face down...
may we all be hopeful one day...
maybe...
maybe I'm not looking to be saved...
maybe I'm just not looking...
maybe I just want to be free...
maybe I like being alone...
maybe I don't know what I'm doing...
maybe I'm lost...
maybe all I'm trying to do is survive...
but I don't want to be saved...
Some live through the past,
some live for the future,
some live day by day,
some live by the moment...
I want to remember the past,
but look towards the future,
embracing every day,
and savoring each moment...
Picture Mania!
So I finally dled the program to post pics that just resizes them for me, cuz I dunno what happened to my adobe photoshop program =/ ... anyways, this is gonna be a pic overload, but i figured since i haven't posted pics in so long that ppl won't care... plus i kno some ppl wanna kno how the party went on fri. so here's some pics to fill you *coughs* losers*coughs* in on the fun u missed, lol! nah, i'm just kidding, thanks to all those who came out tho! I had a blast with you guys! *hugs* we gotta do it again sometime =P
oh yeah, so I just posted pics of the beginning of the nite and towards the end.... ya'll don't need to see the craziness that happened in between, hahahaha! too bad, so sad, u missed it!
alritey, enjoy!
oh yeah! almost forgot to mention that finals are over!!!! hell yeah! winter break! whooooo hooooo! (well, for me anyways, damn berk ppl, finish up already!)
