Crossroads...

No, I'm not talkin about that britney movie. i'm talkin about the metaphor. Even though you'd like to think that you could go down a path forever, even if it gets bumpy now and then, sooner or later you'll hit a crossroad, and that fork in the road signifies your time to choose. What the roads appear to lead to can be deceiving, so yes, you have no idea what lies ahead in either direction, even if you have a feeling of whether you would be more or less content with going down one over the other. Many have suggested one way, and even though it would make things easier, it doesn't feel rite... but it has gotten dark and cold... and you've grown weary, so weary that you start to doubt you can go on with such conditions, and you can't stand there forever... the easier path starts to look like the best option, but you kno once you choose you can't go back... you start to feel helpless, there isn't much else you can do... you cry out for guidiance but all there is to say has already been said... no one else can make this decision for you... so all you can do is collect yourself and hope/wish/pray that you choose the rite path... to be continued...

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Drained

is it possible to be tired in every single way imaginable? to be emotionally, physically and mentally drained? to be so exhausted you just wanna cry? to just give up after fighting so hard for wat you believe in... to just wave ur white flag, grab ur tail between ur legs and run home to ur mama?
Well, I'd say I'm pretty damn close to it... it's hard to be strong when you don't even have the energy to lift ur own spirit... but then I think to myself, there you are, complaining about your own miserable little life, when millions of people are dying all over the world, of war, hunger, disease... so yeah, my life is nothing compared to those that have to suffer so much worse... but still i b*!ch, cuz that's wat humans do...

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